http://sports.yahoo.com/...eau-dead-182120394.html
Was found today with a presumed self-inflicted gunshot wound to the chest. Guy had it all, was known for putting others before himself, and still ends his life. Such a fucking hero he still shoots himself in the chest even though its a more painful and longer death just so his friends can benefit from the research his brain can provide linking head injuries to depression.
This story impacts me a lot, ive grown up in San Diego, used to drive by Seau's restaurant every day on my way home, and his lasting impression in San Diego is that of the selfless happy guy who just wanted to share the good times with everyone. Sort of what ive tried to do my whole life.
My whole life I've also suffered from depression and have been about a hairs away from suicide throughout most of my life. I have suffered some head injuries as a kid, getting a concussion at least once that I know of.
This story has me all sorts of rocked- hell i'm in tears just posting it up. I dont even know what conclusions to draw from it if there is any. It just sucks. It just fucking sucks.